I Was A Model Doing A Catwalk (Dream)

Last night, I dreamt that I was doing a catwalk in a room full of models. I watched the other girls walk and thought to myself that I could do it too. When it was my turn to walk, I felt like my catwalk sways too much and that I didn’t walk really straight. I’m not sure. But the one who looks at our walks didn’t say anything. Another incident happened in the dream which I couldn’t remember, but I went back to the room full of models and tried to be a model.

I wasn’t thinking of modeling last night, so I asked my favorite psychic Lawrence, what could that mean?

While I was waiting for his e-mail reply, I googled possible meanings and these are what I have found:

To dream of being [a] fashion model represents your awareness of yourself doing something better than others all the time. Being a perfect example of “positiver” behavior. Being noticed for doing something the best way. Portraying certain image to others. Negatively, a model may reflect narcissism.Alternatively, a model may reflect your view of someone else that you are noticing is doing something better than you are. You may be striving for something that’s unrealistic. Your idea of beauty. (Dream Bible)

Model Dream Interpretation and Meaning
Did you dream of models last night? Leggy blonds with high fashion on their minds? If so, you might be overly concerned with your own appearance. You may be dreaming of the models because you are worried about what other people think of you. Perhaps you lack self-confidence in the face you are presenting to the world; you are concerned with how others perceive you and what they think.While the model strutting her stuff down the runway might be trying to show you your concern with your appearance, her appearance in your dreams can also mean that you are worrying too much. Concern yourself less with what everyone else thinks and learn to be happy with yourself and your choices. Realize too, that everyone else is more concerned with what YOU think of THEM, and probably barely notice you. (Sleep Culture)

Model Dream Meaning
To dream of a model, foretells your social affairs will deplete your purse, and quarrels and regrets will follow. For a young woman to dream that she is a model or seeking to be one, foretells she will be entangled in a love affair which will give her trouble through the selfishness of a friend. (Dream Mean)

To see or dream that you are walking a catwalk represents your new found confidence. It may also mean that you enjoy being the center of attention. You are being recognized for your talents or creativity. Alternatively, the dream could mean that you are using your appearance to get your way. You need to start looking within yourself. (Dream Moods)

To see or dream that you are walking a catwalk signifies that you have faith in yourself and your abilities. Perhaps you want people to notice and admire you. It may also mean that others appreciate your efforts and are aware of your originality and individuality. (Dream Forth)

After just a few hours, I received my reply from my psychic, and this was his insight:

Lawrence: Hi
It means you’re competing against others, and judging yourself on how you are doing rather than letting the judges judge you. A part of you wants to be famous and wants to make sure you’re on top of the list being watched so you’re trying to be perfect.
I would still work in the travel industry if you can.

What he said really made sense. Right now I’m trying so hard to gain weight and have perfect skin because of the strict requirements of the job that I am trying to get after I graduate. And my mom is already pressuring me to get a job, any kind of job (even those jobs that I don’t like) because the people around me are already making money while here I am, still stuck on being a student. Perhaps I was unconsciously trying to compete or whatever, but what I am sure of is that I am very critical of myself (esp. physically) right now. He advised me to still try having the job in the travel industry because I am feeling lost and sometimes I feel like giving up on that job. And yes, part of me wants to be something like an actress, but it’s too out of my reach. I don’t know. I really don’t want to reveal it but now you know. Ciao :D

My Deceased Grandmother Looks after Me.

How did I know? It came from my intuition and some external signs and confirmations of this. :)

I felt a huge amount of guilt when my grandmother died. She didn’t want me to go to college in a faraway place because she just wanted me to be by her side. She became weaker when my grandfather died three years ago before she did, and by then I felt that she became emotionally dependent on me too. I was the grandchild whom she showered her love to. Because she was old, she was definitely lonely, so it was understandable why an old person would become emotionally and physically dependent to someone like a grandchild who tries to spend time with them. So right after the plane I was boarding on departed, she died. It was as if she chose to die at that exact moment so her spirit could go along with me.

Nobody in the family mentioned that I was her favorite grandchild, but everybody can feel it. They know. I know. I just don’t boast about it because they don’t like that attitude and they don’t care anyway. My grandmother always looked for me when she needed assistance. She also showered me with gifts, money, and things that she has used before, like her silver watch for example. When I try to be there for her, she tried to pay me back sevenfold. She just reeks of love, just like most grandmothers. She has touched my life so much that I would probably choose to reincarnate with her in my next lifetime. And she was also probably my only relative whom I had deep connections with.

During my first year in college, it was hard for me to adjust to the cultural and language differences. Some people around me didn’t like me so they backstabbed me and whatever, they made my freshman year hard for me but it was fun nonetheless. I got lots of awards and recognitions for making people laugh whenever I do acting. I also entertain people there through singing. People knew me as the characters that I play every time. During my freshman year, I tried to prettify myself that people who knew me before (like my classmates during grade school and high school) were shocked and almost didn’t recognize me. Some said that there were also some changes in my aura. Lots of positive things happened to me after my grandmother died that I just thought that maybe she was helping me in some way. I knew she was, for she was beautiful in her youth and she has excellent social skills. Those were the same things that brought me luck from then on.

And about two years ago, I found myself reading the Channeling Erik blog. I read the very first blogs of Elisa. I found myself crying since I remember my deceased grandma and I could sympathize. On one of the earliest blog posts there, I commented something like “I hope my grandmother looks after me too,” to which Elisa Medhus (Erik Medhus’s beautiful mother, and the author of that blog) replied, “I bet she is!” My soul lightened up after that comment, and I took that as a sign.

There were also some instances where birds would be trapped inside my small room and big black moths or butterflies would go near me. I often comfort myself thinking that my grandma was visiting me through these birds and insects. But then just seven months ago, I found my mosquito net folded nicely in the middle of my bed. Nobody was home, I just came home at that time, and there was no way that I had folded my own mosquito net since I was in a rush to go out to process some documents for my passport. I was the one who left the house last and the first to come home. The only living thing left in the house was the puppy. I asked my family who could have done it, but all of them really denied it. My mother and I thought that perhaps it was my grandmother.

Now, just a few weeks ago, I watched Gigi Young’s video entitled “5 Facts AboutSpirit Guides.” I commented something like this: “I don’t know if this is my intuition or just my wishful thinking, but I think my grandmother has been helping me since she died.” Gigi Young responded to my comment with something along the lines of: “Absolutely. Our deceased relatives sometimes act as our spirit guides.” Gigi was an intuitive, but her response to my comment was not really a psychic reading. I actually took it as a sign! Both Elisa and Gigi agreed to my comments regarding my assumptions that my grandmother looks after me and that was just too much of a coincidence. It was indeed a confirmation. Now I know for sure that her presence is with me even though I don’t see it. Our intuition doesn’t fail us, really. :)


And I miss you so much, Lola. 

White Teeth (Dream)

Me: Hi Lawrence! Last night I dreamt that my teeth were white and I was so pleased to see my smile. In real life I have yellow teeth. What could this mean?

Lawrence: Hi
It means you’re taking better care of your health
Keep it up
No smoking around you please
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