Love That's True

It took you a long time, I reckon
To prove me that your love's not false
Your enticing looks, though I was beckoned
'Twas your love that opened my heart's walls.

Our love's still carefree; we're still too young
But I find much meaning in your sweet caress
Many sweet lies were told by your tongue
Now they're lovely truths to me you express.

Some chaps have tried to rob me from you
Some lasses have tried to lure you away
But our hands' grip is strong, whatever they do
Stronger we become, that's what I pray.

Though I'm still a rosebud soon to bloom
The most wonderful thing is still us two
You're itching so bad to be my groom
Because you never want to let go of our love that's true.

A Rosebud

Sometimes, being impulsive brings positive results. I tend to do things right away without thinking about the consequences - just the desire of wanting to do something. I don't really make decisions, I just go with the flow and if I really have to decide on something, I do it on the last minute. Plans always get cancelled. I just do things depending on my mood. Being impulsive actually leads to adventures, new experiences, and they're often out-of-this-world.

I just love the simple and carefree life that I am currently leading on. I actually have a lot of worries, but I don't think about them. I worry about the next novel that I will read and the things that I could do when faced with boredom. As they say, I am still childish. I don't feel that I will be a college student this June. I will surely be envious of the high school students later on (who want to be college students right away) because they still have their happy-go-lucky ways which I doubt most college students have, because of the hectic schedules and the large amount of information that needs to be absorbed by their brains.

Some people have summer classes. I often wonder why they do that. I wonder how they can be so diligent. I am too lazy for it. I actually feel that schools and universities rob me of my freedom, and I always long for summer so bad. I may not want my brain to be idle, but still my curiosity and passion makes me learn things and my carefree nature makes me have adventures with lots of lessons. I am actually in the process of knowing myself.

Finally, because I lead a happy life right now, I know that even successful people may be longing of this. They follow their minds, while I follow my heart. That's just how I am. I have no regrets, even though I was a bit lazy during my high school days. I was a bit of a rebel too. The experiences that I had made me learn lots of things that can be useful as I proceed to the next chapter of my life. I am contented with what I have now. And I am sure that my future will be very bright. I have experienced lots of struggles, and I am sure that there are still lots of them waiting for me on the way. They will help me become the beautiful woman that I am to be.

I am still a rosebud that is not yet blooming. Just wait and see.

Crying for a Loved One

Crying over a man, actually. They said that they aren't worth any tears. They scorn and say "What a foolish girl!" to maidens crying over men. Worst is, when you have a mocking mother making you sob more than comfort you in your terrible sorrow. One cannot help but cry for the fear of losing someone they love. Whatever the reason is, however ridiculous it is, saying things against girls crying over guys is just plain wrong. We've all experienced this, I'm sure. Also, anyone who does this are inconsiderate dimwits.

Crying is an expression of too much grief. Crying makes us feel better. Who says that the right man for you will never ever make you cry? I guess that person didn't ponder about his statement much. His death is the most obvious reason. Other things, such as cheating and fighting, are good reasons to cry, for it shows too much love for them that we are afraid to lose them. It is so normal. Love is bittersweet - it has a good mix of joys and aches, and that's what makes it exciting. 

When you love, you go through a risky path. You do crazy things that you never thought you could. True lovers endures any amount of pain and thinks about the happiness of their loved one. Even though you breathlessly cry for the same person over and over again, you won't care just as long as he doesn't leave you and still loves you back. However many the trials that come in your relationship are, keep in mind that all lovers naturally go through good and bad times, and the latter makes you stronger. However, sometimes we really can't help but have a pessimistic view on things. If you are meant to be, then you'll together be. Crying helps in healing. You should not be afraid of it. You should not be afraid of showing it.
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